Wrote this yesterday but felt that it was slightly inappropriate to post it before the end of all papers.
Decided to stop being bitter about how many marks I’ve lost in this paper and that paper cuz I know I didn’t do my best and I deserve this shit. Probably gonna have the same mentality again next year though.. How do you even curb laziness????
Quite annoying how I have this weird attitude and that even if I were to have another chance to retake my papers I probably wouldn’t study any harder cos I’m just lazy like that. Extremely annoyed with myself, but then again I’m just too lazy to change.
Before EOYs started, I just kept pushing back my study plan because of the lethal combination of laziness and procrastination. When the EOYs finally started, it dawned on my that I had to get my ass off the couch and do some actual studying. But even then, the day before the paper I actually spent equal, or probably even more time slacking around and watching tv as compared to studying. Omg I totally deserve shit results.
